Feeling of helplessness and gloominess A fatigue very intense of mind and body Shoulders now stoop with a burden heavy A feeling I wish happens to not even an enemy A tight knot in the stomach that is often churning Heart in a tizzy that spreads a chilling feeling A giant lump in the throat getting bigger still The agitated mind that’s only going downhill There is nowhere to go, no one to turn to.
Helpless over a matter that’s beyond control Into my mind radical options keep popping Limp and gauzy bubbles burst as they take form I am dejected these thought-bubbles at all form Feel hopelessly tired to even think of trying The mind in a flurry, do I demand or try begging Nothing seems to work as pressure keeps mounting Payments and compulsion come on crashing Nowhere to run off to, no help in sight.
Will it get shoddier as life goes on? Could this be a case that is unresolved? Time they say heals just about everything But I see dark clouds only getting darker alarming No silver to line them even on distant ones No silver platter or even golden breaks White as that paper are my fading hopes And black as my day are my racing thoughts No escape from this strife, no solution at all.